2019-2020 | Group and solo exhibitions, A Table Gallery (Chelyabinsk, Russia)
This was probably one of the most darkest periods in my life that helped me discover myself and my inner voice. Immersion - is a tribute to tapping into emotions and finding light within you. It is about realization that whenever darkness falls upon you, you can always find strength within yourself to fight. As a woman I found myself lacking of that strength and needed something to remind me I have it inside me.
This series of four works were created using acrylics on canvas. Since acrylic is a fast drying medium it was another interesting challenge to paint this portraits in a smooth technique. I used a special medium that enables acrylics to dry slower. Aside from this help I had to paint very fast and in many layers to create this particular effect.
Immersion collection of Four 30 x 40 cm (each), acrylic on canvas, 2019
All artworks are titled Immersion with only difference in it's numbers that are stated in order from 1 to 4.
The first one, Immersion 1, is a self-portrait. As this series are about my own experience it felt right to start it with me. While working as email marketing manager I felt very distant from life itself. Spending most of my awake time in the office, working for others, I forgot what it was like to be me and what was really important to me - and that is making art. This portrait is a symbol of me realizing what I'm missing and slowly taking time to return to it.
Immersion 1
30 x 40 cm, acrylic on canvas, 2019
Immersion 2
30 x 40 cm, acrylic on canvas, 2019
The second portrait, Immersion 2, is a portrait of one of my acquaintances, that helped me to see beauty once again and kindly agreed to model for me.
Immersion 2 is a symbol of regaining inner power to continue to do what I love.
Immersion 3 is about finding hope. But again, not in things around, but within.
Painted from a combination of faces mine and a friend.
Since I've mostly painted myself and this project is about my personal experience, I unintentionally used some of my features to paint this portrait. Part of me is also looking for hope.
Immersion 3
30 x 40 cm, acrylic on canvas, 2019
Immersion 4
30 x 40 cm, acrylic on canvas, 2019
The last portrait is of a person whom I known for many years. And who I think at some point influenced me to move forward.
I felt it was also important to include a male portrait to show that this life turning realization is experienced by all.
Погружение
2019-2020 | Групповая и персональные выставки, галерея A Table Gallery (Челябинск, Россия)
Погружение (англ. Immersion) - это трибьют к воссоединению с собой и пониманию своих глубинных чувст, а также поиска света и внутренней силы.
Данная картина является второй из серии "Immersion", которая состоит из четырех картин. Каждая картина символизирует свой этап "погружения". Я провожу свою собственную интерпритацию 5 стадий принятия неизбежного, распространенных в психологии: отрицание, гнев, торг, депрессия и принятие.